I like walkin well enough. Some people go a lil too crazy about it. Serena likes it too. Today we decided to walk from her apartment in Crown Heights to the Red Hook general area just for our enjoyment. I forgot to bring my dslr so I used her *gasp* hipsta cvs digital camera (u know the one). I was a bit sheepish at first but then leaned into it. To accept that you are hipsta is fundamental to enjoying things in a city like New York. We all like to think we are immune to such things but in reality we are not.
Anyways, we had a nice walk. I got an iced coffee shortly into the walk. When I walked into the coffee place the barista was having an animated conversation with a lady (millenial probably, I'm a millenial too so I'm allowed to use the term) who was eating avocado toast. I didn't realize it at the time but I had just experienced the quintessential hipsta moment as seen through the lens of the rest of America. Coffee shop, avocado toast, Barista, millenial.
Serena and I fancy ourselves amateur architecture enthusiasts. She knows some architectural terms, I do not. I like to critique though. So I may do some of that I walk you throught the pictures of our walk. Serena is watching this right now. I am laying on the couch. The sun is setting. Jaren is coming over later for Bolognese (more on that later). Life is good.
The city is ever-changing. To be fixated on the past is to commit psychological suicide. Although I'm not sure that anyone has a clear vision of the future these days. It seems that with video games (I don't play them really) the future is represented by increasing graphical quality and realism. In a sense the future as defined by video games is reality. Video games look to reality. What does reality look to? Does anyone these days have a coherent vision of the future? Has everyone simply forgotten that there will be a future? We are at odds with ourselves in a sense. We are told that we should be present but are also given a million different things to distract ourselves from the present. The sea levels are rising yet we order increasingly more stuff off of the internet. And fill our apartments/houses with bullcrap.
I'm trying to say that we live as if the world has already ended. But somehow we don't live in the present either. So if there's no future and no present then what the hell is there? I don't fricking know either. I'm just asking questions. Back to the pics. Maybe the answers are there.
So ends the photos of today's walk. I am sitting on the couch. Serena is cooking in a flow state. Classy jazz is playing on the Sonos. My vision of the future is living upstate with serena with a dog. I guess the best I can do is answer the question of what the future looks like by stating what I want for myself. Seems selfish that that's my answer. There's not really a way to not be selfish these days. Anyways, signing off.
- will